hohoho. finally changed my blogskin. thousands of thankyou for clara(: she helped me search and search you know. ahha :D so nice. this blogskin a bit plain lar. but not bad not bad :p haha. i love simple mah. HAWHAW. a few days later will be back to sch. hoho. will see all those freshmans!!! haha. maybe still got some cute cute one. WHOO. oman i sound so wrong. HEHEHE. imagine that very very cunning face of mine. anw. seriously. i very scared going back to sch leh. like WHAT IF SOMETHING HAPPENS? ahha. sound stuupid righT? SOMEMORE i haven even finish memorising all those chinese stuff and revise for the math test. haiya. i know lar. like showing off right. im not okay. stuupid -.- God bless me man. i seriously hope sch will be okay.



HAISH.

its 11:53pm now.

nothing to tok abt actually cos i just deleted the previous paragraph on im-anxious-abt-being-back-to-sch. quite stuupid so i've decided to delete that(: thank God. or else you'l be reading all sorts of crap from me. today was squad outing, im sure squad enjoyed it alot. and i missed it and black-faced the entire day cos of some personal problems. so...yeah. stayed at home on bed. well, for awhile before back to computing. its a routine(:
and there's piano lsn tmr early in the afternoon. im not sure if i could wake up on time :P HAHA. mom is calling me to slp now. oops. gtg! byebye!

this few days just didn't feel like replying tags. HAHA>,<>

IM SO SORRY!

jiayi: thanks twin! will get well soon i hope! and MERRY CHRISTMAS TOO.

ruiqi: my camp post very short arh? sry lor. HAHA. idk what else to write except for the bee sting and all the injuries i got mah. HAHA. im still waiting for my piyo-chan OKAY. WAhahahaha.

yihfang: you are VERY brave. HAHA. at least you are always the first one to move right. and when the senior caught your leg? YOU DIDN'T EVEN SCREAM. 4pm cool right? i hope that i'll break this i-think-is-incredible-record(: will get well soon :D MERRY CHRISTMAS!

cherylC: haha. i thot i was funny at all times? HAHAHAHAHA. im going to tag at your blog now(: are you drooling when you see the desert? :D

jooyoon: the IKEA showrooms are damn cool lor!

irene: must break my record! YEAH!

kay. i shudd push that post down!!!
today went to IKEA again -.- cos we nid to buy some boxes to put our overloaded stuff. we shuddn't really buy so much eh. still nid some more money to buy the boxes. haha. not bad not bad. so i went to the showrooms ALL OVER AGAIN. seriously arh. they shudd add more tables at the so called restaurant mah (it looks like a foodcourt)... so many people! but still got to eat.
hmmm.
what else is there to say. i think no more alr lar. shudd be. err.......
byebye!

HOHOHO.

i just realised there's some photos which i've forgotten to post(: here they are (but they're just abit messy)...

(hongkong)

yummy eh? *saliva dripping*

and you nid a desert after a meal. RIGHT?

some decorations in hk shopping mall.

ducklings((:

so cute right?

now...

(my little-very-cute-cousin)

and she's playing with this panda-family.

(when my father *purposely* angered my cousin and she's crying...)

(spot her)

and she cried till another table oso looked at her ><

it's the best when she sleeps(:

(christmas period. HOHOHO. visited different houses! guess whose house k?)

nice nice? I LOVE IT MAN!

my friend's room!!!!

their sons' room.

ANOTHER house:

nice?

another side of the living room.

in the room of their daughter(:

IM SO JEALOUS.

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tata. it's not houses(: it's the show-rooms in IKEA! wahahhaa. these few days have to drag myself to IKEA): so tired. but bought some boxes to put stuff. haha.

okay! got 2 go. BYE~!

im so numb.

case file:
name: unkown
age: unknown
height: around 20cm
width: around 10cm
i.c. number: ########
happened(in/at): simei
death time: unknown

this is so sad.
when i was walking home just now with my papa, thn SOMETHING CAUGHT MY EYE. it was gross and miserable. i saw a dead rat (splattered) on the road... it DIED.

to mouse family:

Dear mice,

if you realised that a member of yours
disappeared, pls call **** **** for
more enquiries of the dead mouse. we
regret to tell you this but
please come and recieve the dead body asap.

Thank you.

merry christmas everyone!
but im sure you won't be able to notice the kind of christmas-is-here-atmosphere.
cos there's no strimmers, no christmas trees, no background music of jingle bells and whatsoever. too bad man. i seriously miss hk alot. or maybe i shudd smuggle back there but no chance man. no luck. tsk tsk. all this DULL atmosphere here is going to drive me crazy!!!!!!
wooh.
ok. too bad. i shudd go dig my head into all the pillows and thn hibernate there for a month or two(: byebye!
~merryberry.

merry berry!

HOHOHO~
MERRY CHRISTMASsss
everyone!

why do i have a feeling that im suffering from slight fever? i just touched my neck and chin and i feel that heat penetrating out, you know. OMAN. what if i really fever?! that's so bad): but sometimes falling sick is a kind of luck(: cos your family members will treat you damn well. i love that kind!
WOOH~
hope i can fall ill for a short period><>

merry christmas everyone!
hope dreams really come true.

I WOKE UP AT 4pm TODAY.
broke my record O:

whoo. back from camp.
parts of it was tough but squad enjoyed it lots!
let's start from day 1, shall we?

day1- 19/12
so we gathered at eunos mrt station and took this bus to labrador campsite. feeling so happy and excited although it's really tiring to wake up 5+am. but still. so me and ruiqi talked crap on the bus till it reached and we started(: others who came by car soon joined us. we had games (ice breakers) which was the nicest part (for me). and my group is SUPER SONIC with yihfang, jacjac, jovi, yuqian and ryan. we bonded well lah. not bad not bad! haha. and then.....slacked and played the rope-swinging-thingie and haish. im the ONLY one who fell and of course, bled): unlucky right? first day leh. anw. thn .... got a plaster and that's it. haha. and there was field cooking! whoo. nice nice. although the fire was dying when we started it ><>

oh yes. thn we had PT. not bad lar. at least its over now. WAHA. thn at night got a meaningless night walk (cos its a fake one -.-) thn just screamed once when sgt janson BOOed at us (me and ruiqi).

day 2-20/12

stuupid lar.

i got a bee sting.

cos i was trying to avoid a small bee beside me, thn i moved towards ruiqi...

thn i stabbed my hand on another unknown bee.

VERY PAIN.

sharp sharp pain):

thn i was screaming for ruiqi to come with me.

i love you, ruiqi.

haha.

err. thn sir helped me to treat the wound lor.

after a lot of fall-in and stuff.

i felt...

dizzy.

vomitting.

cold sweat.

thn i had to fall-out.

cannot go the route march cos i nid to go MO.

thn i feel very slpy so i slept a while.

thn finally join squad tgt. thn go field cook again.

it was better cos we used solid fuel.

at least there's fire to use(:

thn got some games but i cannot play

cos my hand still pain.

haha.

and i fell so my knee hurts.

thn at night for social night thn saw some std 4s.

we got night walk again(:

a better and scary one.

i got yihfang and jovi to go tgt.

they're SO brave man.

day 3-21/12

after a real short PT thn we started moving everything back to its original place.

that's call move out.

thn....got std 2s POP.

we changed into FULL-U.

yay.

thn we hurrily changed and go home. YAY.

will be happy.
and will smile.

that time we met

eye to eye

was perhaps the last time.

sometimes when a decision is made wrongly, things can't change even if you regret.
and that's my situation now. exactly the same.
i dun think writing it out will do any better or even will make it worse.
i feel like kiling myself as a punishment for making this stupid decision.
it is so wrong.
i wouldn't have been here if i ever made it correctly.
why on earth did the stupid me have the stupid guts to do it?
why me?
why don't i have the passion that you people have?
why do i always have to close the door and weep behind it?
even if i did it in front of them, they told me to back off.
why?

mood currently: real low.

wow. squad blog caught up with mine alr!
im going to make this post REAL fast and REAL meaningful.
so no pictures now.
maybe tonight.
anw. i only have 3 more min before going back to work.
having a slight sore throat and cannot go for camp prep):
anw.
i feel a bit down now.
cos im back in singapore.
you know what i mean, twin?
haha.
i miss hk A LOT.
and now im listening to this VERY VERY VERY nice song called...
眼睛不能沒眼淚 it's very nice.
maybe i shudd consider posting the lyrics latr(:
but tell you first
the song is in cantonese.

oh ya.
so i will be going camp on friday.
it'll be a 3D2N.
wonder what will happen.
you know. i dun really fancy camp. cos i think im quite an INDOOR person.
currently my favorite actor and actress is...
福山雅治 and柴咲幸
ok they're japanese.
cos i have been watching this jap drama called...
galileo
i think.
ok.
dad rushing me.
byee!

promised photos part 2.
(so i was at MEGABOX-a shopping mall)

and the children level was decorated like this...

another part of megabox. called...

its one of the shopping sections IN the shopping mall.

left megabox.

and went to drink BUBBLE TEA WITH MY MOMMA.

we sat on SWINGS whilst drinking and eating.

dinner with my maternal side.

my baby cousin

aunty and her child

another dinner.

i tell you. my cousin loves to put all her toys on the dining table whilst eating...

get what i mean.

forgot to tell you my aunty is a PRIMARY SCHOOL TEACHER.

YAY.

DONE.