"i don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore."

tag replies(:

weilee: thanks!

qj: haha. third
chapter? im arnd there too i guess. HOHO. jyjy~

ruiqi:
thanks(: now my birthday is over): BOO. & im not telling you who's the
limits person. guess! (it's not you lar. if it's you, it'll be the person i
HATE.) hahahahahaha :D

yihfang: thanks(: im not
disappointed lar. at least you made an effort! the card nice hor? clara make
one(:

jooyoon: first (second) bdae without you is so...
weird. HAHAHA. but i can rmb you so it's okay(: MISSYOU!

CASS! : thanks(: you're so nice! hope to noe you
better! HAHAHA. clara's just talented in arts. HEHE.

wenxi: ofcos you see your name(: HAHA. thanks! and
clara shudd be damn happy now cos everyone is praising her. HAHA.

naminegal: THANKS FOR YOUR CAT PERFUME. later all the
male cats come how. HAHA. yeah he finally caught up. that ape. HAHAHA. jkjk!

REENA: thanks reena(:

aisyah:
of course i rmb you! HAHAHA. thanks aisyah~ that jooyoon arh. HAHA.

clara: changed to stephenie alr. i thot you tell me in
the phone is steptylew. HAHAH what's wrong with my ears? & your name is the
biggest among the others. HHAHA.

jonathan: thanks :D

jiayi: thanks for your belated wish. HAHAHA. i rmb? rmb
what?

hg: reply again. HAHA. srysry. i didn't know(:

irene: haha it's okay. it's the thought that counts :D

IM 14.

whoo. this post is gonna be short but precise because i dunwan to miss anyone out.
thanks clara (she told me to put hers as the biggest), for the presents and the beautiful card. & the hug. and of course the song dedicated to me 3days ago at towner gardens.

thanks jooyoon, for wishing me happy birthday(: oh god i miss you.
thanks ruiqi, for talking to me all morning and all the presents and chocolates & notes to give me suspense.
thanks regina, for the card and the present(:
thanks cheryl, for the presents and the hug.
thanks reena and miko, for the present and the well wishes.
thanks weilee for wishing me happy birthday.
thanks vivien for wishing me happy birthday and still owe me my perfume.
thanks wanxin, yihfang, claudia, sooyin, qianjoo, staff hengguang, wenxi for wishing me happy birthday!
thanks stephenie(did i spell your name correctly) for wishing me happy birthday wif reena this morning :D

thanks anthea for wishing me happy birthday.
thanks staff jade for the note (im going to give you my tissue paper)
thanks daddy, mummy and sister for well wishing me happy birthday. and my sister's stuupid sms this morning. HAHA.
thanks squad for singing me birthday song. or almost half of the song.
thanks ryan for making effort to sms me at 6.30am this morning but failed. oh well.
thanks huixian for wishing me happy birthday this morning at the bus stop.
thanks jiayi for hugging me and wishing me happy birthday twice today.
thanks yihfang, staff hengguang, wenxi and ruiqi for smsing me at 12.00am ytd night.
thanks people. im real touched.

(edit)

ryan sent me a happy birthday msg just now. finally. HAHA. thanks(:

(/edit)

and so the lion fell in love with the lamb.

yeah twilight.
was reading new moon just now. and rmbed this sentence.
kinda engross it once again when im supposed to read to kill a mockingbird. which im still not halfway yet.
screw it.
forget abt that.
comp train will be on friday(:
YAY. fun and laughters again with my house! i love jenova more than anything in the world.
down with a slight fever and cough): but nvm i'll still be going to sch tmr so there's no difference even if im sick or whatsoever.
birthday tmr. im trying to be humble. HAHAHAHA.
so excited but my birthday is just like any other day so it's kinda boring again.
nah forget it.

yeah i know the previous post is all sucky and irritating but bear with me please. i wasn't in a right state of mind.

things are crashing down like no one's business although i know mine is better than most of the others. but it's much more for me.

things are getting worst because people don't know others' limits in tolerance and continues to act as if they didn't know what's happening.

kay. hush.

we'll talk abt ytd first. went to eat sakae right. so yeah of course i took photos again because i simply love eating sushi. they're fantastic. so here they are:

and CIP for today at towner gardens. shot a lot of photos(:

it was so fun lar. can mix arnd and joke, laugh, talk, almost everything.

the stall was nice.

picking up hoops, bringing them to the participants, they threw it, pick them up again, give them again. it's a cycle.

got to know the teachers there.

one of them, who was at the same stall as clara and i, brought her niece.

called sherlyn(:

she's damn cute lar.

helped alot in the maintaining the game and very very hardworking.

and almost all the presents at the stall are generously donated by her cos she doesn't want them.

oh yah, she's only P2(:

in ngeeann if im not wrong.

then when everything ended, sherlyn took back a barbie doll dress set.

and she took the gown thing for her pink bear

she gave me the slippers and the comb(:

so cute right.

then she wanted to find her aunty so clara and i brought her.

cos we love to digress, we played in the playground for awhile and enjoyed of course.

afterwards we found her aunt because her aunt was also finding for her.

then when i bade her goodbye, she HUGGED me(((:

so cute right!

then we met up again and played at the faraway fitness corner. then almost the entire 2K and 2L joined in and played.

then we had to gather alr. so i said bye to her and walked away. she followed me and then hugged me again(:

OMG LAR. she even asked where is clara so that she can hug her. which she did.

oman. I LOVE HER.

oh ya. here's the photos(:

seriously why does this kind of people exist.
you know i've been trying to accept that you meant nothing. but it's not nothing.
there's something wrong. either with you or me.
and i can't take it anymore.
you must know that there's always limits. and copyrights.

thinking about cutting short hair after what clara and regina said. lol.
just realised i've tons of work to complete this weekend and there's cip tmr at towner gardens school.
wonder what will happen. hmmm.

today was well. RT.

fun and laughter, tears and exhausted.
i enjoy RT really with all squadmates there. especially ruiqi, vivien, claudia, yihfang, jiayi, wanxin, jovi, sooyin, rongying, celine, shiting, okay. so it's the nursings. HAHA.
finally started on log-carrying for PT today.
i have to say that carrying a log with ryan is srsly. well. tired and weird.
he kept pushing the log front so my hands always slipped off. and dunnoe why he like turning the log so much. HAHAHA. somemore hit my hipbone today cos the log bang into a truck.

LOL.

sounds weird i know my english sucks.
actually im not supposed post today but well. rules are meant to be broken(:
we were not at our best today for RT and yeah got told off many times.
ruiqi and kennard were I/Cs for today. loveya ruiqi for volunteering(:

HAHAHAHA.

i know words are boring no matter how exciting im trying to phrase them in so im going to post photos.

not today though.
i nid to rush my tution hw for TMR. omg.
have to rush home after cip. cannot go out with clara and the others):
but oh well. there's always another time.
will post the photos of my family eating in sakae tmr hopefully. I LOVE SUSHI zomg.

(all i want to do is to cry all my tears.)

it's so simple, a yes or a no.

but there's no answer. still.

cos no decision's made.

and when it end, it ends.

it's horrible, this feeling inside.

but what can i do?

quitting is what a coward would do.

crying is what a failure would do.

all i want to do is to cry all my tears.

stayed back in sch until 4+ before going back for dental appointment with regina and ruiqi(:

and ruiqi dropped her chocolate jelly onto her math assignmentO: hohoho. great laugh.

finally tried the desert too(: not bad very nice! yumyum~

super funny lar. ahahhahaa.

took some photos (like finally!)

enjoyed myself today. and we got our TPCs ):

i hate it lar. so heavy. somemore cca that time dunnoe what to do with it -.-

will figure it out tmr.

changed braces colour to light purple-ruiqi's favourite :D

shall show the photos now!

ruiqi's 喜怒哀乐

tags reply :D
omg when have i started neglecting tags? they are like so numerous that i dunno how to reply now.....!

ruiqi : 20mins in classroom is damn nice lar. especially pulling clara back to see our dance. let's invent somemore! im humbler you're crumpler. lalala~! hohoho. i very humble one hor. HOW YOU KNOW ONE? im planning to post everyday what i wish for my birthday(: HAHAHAH. just kidding. if not later you all cannot take it then puke how?! :D

jiahwan: your question is alr answered by jiayi which is she's trying to act retard. HAHAHA. boring right? be casualty? not bad lar. your face is real red that time. anw. yay. zone comp 1st(:

jiayi: hey julius is mine kay. HHAHAAH. jkjk:D stuupid ryan. pester him for stealing our beloved!!!! RAWRRRRR.

regina: hahaha. how to fly to your house? i dunnoe where eh. HAHAHA. you'll do fine dear(:

wenxi: geog pt is horrible. i was crapping all the way :P being slpy is real bad. HAHA. but too bad. im a pig(:

cherylC: welcome cheryl(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY (it's belated alr :P )

RYAN: toooo bad. MING YU LOVE YOU! hahaha. *puke*

naminegal: your picture is nice what. so photogenic! YAH YAH. stuupid ryan! prejudice? HAHAHA.

yihfang: yup 5 more days(: TKAM is To Kill A Mockingbird. hahaha. i think julius is like so much better than ryan. compare their difference!~

jooyoon: oh gosh. i won't mind a single bit. you're so sweet(: LOVE YOU♥

my dream camera. casio FC100 (:
oh myy how i wish i get this for my birthday~

it's been damn long since i posted.
and i have no pictures on hand currently so maybe you will want to scroll down. HAHAHA.
heck this week, freaking busy.

1. haven read the TKAM and it's by next week.
2. science practical next week. darn.
3. zhouwen sucks):
4. dilemma whether to quit jap or not

actually i realised im not that busy afterall.
hahahaha. and yeah. im not going arnd to tell announce my birthday, which is next week, because im a humble person. HOHOHO. sense the irony? :D
omg when have i become so lame?

today is freaking stuupid. very slpy the entire day): nearly fell aslp in my seat during maths :P
WAHAHAHAHAHA.
somemore forgot my locker password thn cannot take my tb out.
had to call my father to ask. and nid time to ask somemore. wait in class with ruiqi for arnd 20min?
so unlucky lar.
hate today. hate everyday.
math lesson first thing teacher told us was common test is in WEEK 6
like wth lar. so demoralising.
hahaha :D

today is WOOHOO.

ZONE comp we owned lar(:

AA 3, NA 3, AC 1, NC 10 all got champion!

today 1-7pm was long but enjoyable.

especially talking to claudia and others :D

mingyu and ryan♥

RYAN and HIS SON julius(:

LOTS OF PHOTOS.

my father's collection room(:

this is the first part. WHOOOO~