hmm. i was thinking i shudd try using cantonese to blog some crap. i was inspired by my creative sister cos she was smsing my mommy with cantonese today((: HAHA.

好啦! 依家用广东话. 好难講啊. 要快D学识. 哈哈! 我觉得好怪啊. 用广东话講真係好麻烦. 不过都幾好玩(: 好啦. 我要去食野 (好似唔係呢)...hmmm. 我返哩了. 刚刚弹完琴, 好闷啊. 又要做功课了. 啊啊啊! 打咗咁耐, 都得咁少, 嘻嘻! 其实我一路打字, 一路睇人地既blog, 先知道原来D字係甘写既. 嘻嘻! 好啦. 再用广东话講既话, 我會死ga!

okay. finally. phew. im dying out there, trying to type my cantonese. DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS SO DIFFICULT. hmph. haha((: kk. time to jiayou! byee! oh yes. and enjoy. if you dun understand it thn....hmm. spend more time to anotate or w/e((:

oh well. came back from the dental clinic. its like i've been seeing AND visiting the clinic almost EVERYDAY. had my second extraction. 2 teeth on the left. previously it was on the right. HEEs. not fun. but i realised this time was much faster. MUCH. for the whole time i was clenching the side of the chair. HAHA. and the was closing my eyes so i dunnid to see the weird metal instruments. seriously. the decision that i make was a tough one. VERY tough. hmph. OMAN. im beginning to feel pain. damn. tonight eating porridge AGAIN. yuck :P

omy. ANOTHER quiz. tagged by jooyoon((:

1.What's your full name?
if you know me, you will know.

2.Do you like your first name?
duh. do i have a choice?

3.How long have you liked the person you currently like?
good question. i've lost count. HAHA.

5.Did you cry today?
of course not. not even for the pain of having 2 teeth extracted.

6.What are you doing this morning at 8am?
sleeping like a dog :D

7.What are you doing an hour ago?
showering?

8.What are you currently doing?
typing on the keyboard. for this quiz.

9.Who last texted you a msg?
mabel(: abt her being late for dental appointment.

10.Have you told anyone that you love them today?
nope. only ytd. to my twin, JIAYI!

11.Do you miss anyone now?
duh. my squad((: my friends((: my father((: AND JOOYOON.

12.Any plans for tomorrow?
going to do dry oil and thn extracting ANOTHER 2 teeth. wth.

13.What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
because i feel like crying.

14.Is there anyone you want to be with now?
yupps. hmm. my squad. my family. jooyoon.

15.Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C?
lol. i've only kissed the CPR dummy. it starts with a C -.-

16.Name someone who make you smile today.
lots. ruiqi AND mabel. they didn't make me smile. I LAUGHED.

17.Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'.
zuxian. if im supposed to name two, thn my answer will include zheshen.

18.Which of your friend stays closest to you?
jingyi((:

19.Do you prefer to call or to text?
hmm. that depends.

20.Was yesterday better than today?
idk. the MAD games thing was retarded. but today is not that great either because i spent 2 hours sitting in jap class falling asleep.

21.Can you live a day without TV and your phone?
TV is a absolute duh. i haven been watching tv since the START OF EOY. phone...maybe not.

22.Are you mad about anything now?
YES. abt typing leave app for SJ.

23.Do you ever think that relationships really worth it?
worth what?

24.Last person you visited in a hospital?
i didn't go hospital before. im serious.

25.When is your last and second last hug?
with....ruiqi? AND MY RED TEDDY.

26.What does the last text msg in your inbox says?
err....."Hahah ya la..kk:-)" BY MABEL.

27.How do you feel about your life now?
weird. don't fit in.

28.Do you hate anyone?
yes. particularly you. HAHA. jkjk((: im too nice to hate anyone.

29.Last person you called?
my mommy((:

30.Who usually sent you the most texts in a mth?
clara and ruiqi.

31.Is your room messy now?
duh. my room is never tidy for a girl.

32.Who will be mad if your room is messy?
why is this question so retarded? hah. of course my mom. who else? my RED TEDDY?

33.Who do you look like?
i look EXACTLY like myself.

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Tag 10 people to do this survey! Dont be afraid to sabotage them!!Set!
#1 ruiqi
#2 katherine
#3 irene
#4 yiling
#5 cherylC
#6 janice
#7 jiaqi
#8
#9
#10
STOP. i realised i've limit number of friends. BAHAHAHA.

HAHAHA. totally forgot that i got tagged by janice. oops. sry sry(: shudd do the quiz now. HAHAHA.

Pick your birth month→ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you→ Bold the five-ten that best apply to you→ Copy to your blog→ Tag 10 people from your friends list

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted.Ambitious and serious.Loves to teach and be taught.Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses.Likes to criticize.Hardworking and productive.Smart, neat and organized.Sensitive and has deep thoughts.Knows how to make others happy.Quiet unless excited or tensed.Rather reserved.Highly attentive.Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.Loves children.Loyal.Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality.
Sexy.
Affectionate.
Shy and reserved.
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others.
Loves to serve others.
Easily angered.
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness.
Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful. [im horrible at planning revenges(: ]
Loves to dream and fantasize.
Loves traveling.
Loves attention.
Hasty decisions in choosing partners.
Loves home decors.
Musically talented.
Loves special things.
Moody. [i think im cheerful. HAH.]

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest.Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic. Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

time to tag(:
#1 ruiqi
#2 katherine
#3 cherylC
#4 irene
#5 yuqian
#6 jinyu
#7 who else????
#8 let's stop the tagging.
#9 hey....
#10 YAY. STOPPED((:

walao. seriously. i feel like dying alr. didn't know putting braces is such a TASK. wth. im in pain now. or uncomfortable. i can't tok. not really. i talked to ruiqi and mabel like siao today. hahaha. but thn went to the dental clinic and now stuupid. can't utter a word. mumble maybe. hmph. AHHHHHHH. ruiqi!!! stab me with a pencil. haha. stuupid so lame -.- im so tired. tmr going to do dry oil and thn go extract another 2 teeth. idiottt. okay. sry lar. dun have photos cos all the pictures i took in my phone is gone cos my papa took my phone to HK to mend. it's spoilt. hmph. OKAY. byee.

HAHA. i just can't bear to see katherine frequently posting and IM NOT. bleah. HAHA(: so let's strt with this morning. the first bus was LATE as usual so jing and me had to squeeze our way through the crowd and fight to board the second bus. AND THN the first bus came -.- HAHA. that's not all. thn the second bus took another way and i saw the SINGAPORE FLYER((: at first i thot the driver wanted to kidnap ALL of us or whatsoever thn finally decided to go slp. BAHAHAA. thn we reach sch. great. got that MAD games thing. which was kind of boring since i can't tok much today *read previous post* and was down.
HAHA. thn we played some dragging long MATH games. that's not that main point though. although it lasted for a whole 2 hours...lol. thn we had spring cleaning although its not spring (i think) and we merely take down all the decorations and stuff to prepare to MOVE back to the renewed OLD campus. and we got our report bks. damn. it was so stuupid. i deproved *does this word existed?* from a 3.67GPA to a 3.60GPA (i think grp C members will kill me). anw. thn i saw some pple hiding their happiness and restraining themselves from laughing. grrr.
hmm. nvm. crying over spilt milk doesn't help (and might be lucky cos there MIGHT be melamine inside :P ) okay. crapping doesn't ease the pain in my mouth. argh. oh yes. and went to eat this duck porridge which ruiqi introduced((: GOING TO EAT IT TMR AGAIN. because of my condition. haha. and that it'll be our last few days to go ghim moh cos we moving to TANJONG RHU (where issit?) WAKAKAKA. okay. i gtg to eat dinner((: i wonder how im supposed to bite. hmm.

okay. 2 teeth. extracted. AND IT'S DAMN PAINFUL. why did i make this stuupid decision? if i didn't, i would be sitting here, resting, enjoying my life like never before. WHAT FOR? i hate myself. im such an idiot. wth. so friday is another two. and im diedie dunwan eat painkiller. it's pink and so big. I CAN'T SWALLOW. i'll die in pain. rather than painkillers. i think. HMM. haish. go start on my maths....maybe. hah. kk. this is short. but cos my mouth is pain, my hand and brain coordination is deteriorating. rapidly. byee.

this is what i call

OBSESSION

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another

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obsession

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loveya~!

OBSESSION.

my blog is kinda dead rite? except for jooyoon,
constantly visiting it((: was busy reading twilight this few days and I FINALLY
finished reading. trying to borrow new moon from irene though. can't wait for
the movie to come out but i realised that the actor acting Edward was kind of
DIFFERENT from what i imagined as i read the bk. hmph. not that handsome leh.
HAHA. who cares. i think the actress acting Bella is quite okay((: yippees (this
is for nothing-.-)

i think i shudd post some photos but currently life is
bleak and nth much to take pictures for memories. "fond" ones are much more
RARE. HAHA. actually i've got some which i took during EOY period. lawls. but
just dun feel like it. i mean posting photos. wait till my mood allows me to do
so. HEEs. kk. gtg((: byee!

kays. im sry. just don't feel like blogging recently. until today when i finally feel like exercising my stressful fingers on the keyboard (since i was too engrossed in reading twilight and didn't practise piano). and im feeling down currently. did i tell you im going to put braces? BAD NEWS. regretted making that decision in the dental clinic. damn. the teeth-extracting part will be on tues (first part ONLY). kinda scary eh? at least i feel my nerves twitching from time to time cos of the stuupid image that im screaming in the dental clinic. hmph.

you know why? cos that day when im supposed to visit the clinic to consult the dentist, there was THIS girl screaming and shouting ALL THE WHILE while she was extracting 2 teeth. which was making me scared and the dentist was trying to tell me it's fine. hmph. and now im bearing the STUUPID consequences of that stuupid decision. my teeth is aching. i didn't know they will. cos right after the treatment I DUN FEEL A SINGLE THING. but now. hah O: and the dentist was repeating the FACT that she's a pro in this area and she said it'll only last for 1 to 1.5 years. I HOPE. no longer please. a moment longer and i'll kill myself out of pain(:

oh and yeah. i finally borrowed twilight from irene! THANKS IRENE! it was quite boring at the start but soon grew fond of the storyline cos...err. well it's a bk. and i like the parts when Edward talked to Bella. it's so sweet. haha.

ytd, before lessons at moelc, ruiqi and i went to the library and watched this supposed-to-be-sad jap movie. and ruiqi tuned it to JAP. of course, despite the fact that i learn jap, i dun get a single thing. but i read the subtitles (luckily there was subtitles). the girl was OBVIOUSLY pretty but the male was fairly okay i guess. not quite handsome though. sry ruiqi :P

and well. for today. had some sports stacking thingie as post exam activities. quite fun. it was not putting sport equipments together and stacking them up. duh (i thought it was like that at first :P ) it was something to do with cups. and the instructor was boasting abt how good he's at this. hmph. w/e. had lots of fun doing retarded stuff with kat and ruiqi cos i sat in the middle of them((: YAY. haha. not bad not bad.
thn had RT. that was the not-so-good part. footdrill passed real fast EXCEPT THAT PART WHEN I STEPPED ON MY BOOTS AND IT FELL OFF. AND I HAD TO WEAR IT BACK AND ran TOWARDS THE SQUAD WHILST THEY WERE STILL MARCHING. argh. so psps((: but i think no one say. RITE? haha. and PT was as torturous as usual. earning a "duh" from me again. whee. hah//

quite a lONG post eh? if im you, i'll hate reading. cos i've been reading twilight for the past 2 hours and nearly fell asleep when it's supposed to be entertaining. HAHs. kkays. dun bother you alr. lol. byee((:

im so sad.
im so sad.
im so sad.
im so sad.
im so sad.
im so sad.
im so sad.
im so sad.
im so sad.
im so sad.
im so sad.
I SHOULD BE SAD. and im using perfect english. damn. im horrible. i know it. i know it. I KNOW IT! it's horrible. it's horrible.
I HATE MYSELF.

something is SERIOUSLY bugging me. i can't stop myself anymore from venting so ta-da. it'll all be dumped into my blog(: i can't bear to smile now. lots of things had been really disgusting these days. i think i shudd put this in a real small font so that the words below will not spoil that person's reputation (if she has any).

i really dunnoe why im so angry and frustrated abt this. no, i don't. im more
irritated than angry. kkay. i'll tell you. this person (i'll let it be a he) is
very irritating. i don't know what's his true intention but i can tell you that
what he did really irk my nerves. why can't he just stop all this? i dunnid a
twin (im not toking abt you jiayi). an identical one maybe. just because he
doesn't have his own style doesn't mean he can be a copycat/dog. w/e. and it's
not the fact that i don't like him. i do. but why can't he just stop it and
leave me alone for just a second. everytime i see him, i don't know why but i
feel my knuckles crack. that's a bit too dramatic but w/e. i can't believe im
actually scolding that person so rudely. i hate myself. but i realised i hate
him even more. not really hate but i DON'T KNOW. argh. what's this kind of
feeling that's bugging me. everytime he deny that he's not following me, i feel
like puking. seriously. deadly. wth is his problem?

I DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY EVERYTHING ABOVE BUT SRY. EVERYONE HAS HIS OWN LIMITS AND I'VE REACHED MINE. don't push me further. thnks.

hahaha. miss me? today and ytd was like SO FUN lor((: you know what happened? hee hee. SHHhhhh. dun tell you:D no lar no lar. im very very nice de.
#1 on thursday, we (clara, regina, ruiqi and me) went to DHOBY GHAUT
#2 on friday (which is TODAY), we (clara, regina, ruiqi and me) went to well. my house to play((:

this is what happened((:

> we watched 20th century boys and it was not that nice (sry regina, ruiqi
and clara :P) i wanted to watch house bunny >< haha. but nvm((: im too
nice lor. hees. thn the movie that we watched was a bit TOO scary for me lar.
but not for them of course((: hees. thn for most of the movie i was covering
myself with ruiqi's jacket. haha. thn i joked with clara that i nid to go toilet
cos i wet my pants((: and clara and regina told me that i was VERY noisy. HMPH
O:

> today was FUN. they played my piano, wii and sang karaokae. one word:
FUN. haha((: and i slipped into my room to go watch my drama:P haha. but kat and
ruiqi went home earlier(: regina and clara SANG and SANG and finally went home.
LALALA.

okay. back to watching my drama. OMAN there's RT tmr((: hope there's no PT :P byee!