Saturday, October 18, 2008

something is SERIOUSLY bugging me. i can't stop myself anymore from venting so ta-da. it'll all be dumped into my blog(: i can't bear to smile now. lots of things had been really disgusting these days. i think i shudd put this in a real small font so that the words below will not spoil that person's reputation (if she has any).

i really dunnoe why im so angry and frustrated abt this. no, i don't. im more
irritated than angry. kkay. i'll tell you. this person (i'll let it be a he) is
very irritating. i don't know what's his true intention but i can tell you that
what he did really irk my nerves. why can't he just stop all this? i dunnid a
twin (im not toking abt you jiayi). an identical one maybe. just because he
doesn't have his own style doesn't mean he can be a copycat/dog. w/e. and it's
not the fact that i don't like him. i do. but why can't he just stop it and
leave me alone for just a second. everytime i see him, i don't know why but i
feel my knuckles crack. that's a bit too dramatic but w/e. i can't believe im
actually scolding that person so rudely. i hate myself. but i realised i hate
him even more. not really hate but i DON'T KNOW. argh. what's this kind of
feeling that's bugging me. everytime he deny that he's not following me, i feel
like puking. seriously. deadly. wth is his problem?
I DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY EVERYTHING ABOVE BUT SRY. EVERYONE HAS HIS OWN LIMITS AND I'VE REACHED MINE. don't push me further. thnks.