childhood dreams

well, i have lots of 'em. mostly inspired some drama serials. hongkong dramas are like specialised in filming different jobscope & sometimes, a child with no particular ambition will want to take that job up. i've seen lots of dramas of course and some of my childhood dreams are from those serials.

for example, i wanted to be a lawyer, a doctor, an actress, a singer, a magazine editor, a police, a nurse, a business woman, a company's ceo, a chef, a baker etc. these were my childhood dreams. as i grow up, i think deeply into each job and some of them are impossible.

for example.
1) lawyer needs to be particularly good in language, essays, which i totally can't because my language sucks.
2) a doctor needs to study lots and rmb lots of medical terms, which i totally can't be cos' my brain is just too small to store those things.
3) an actress needs to well, socialise and be pretty and perfect and all those, which i, again, totally can't becos im look just too normal and i can't really socialise.
4) a singer has to have a nice voice, but i can't again because my voice sucks and totally cannot reach those high keys.
5) a magazine editor needs powerful language AGAIN, yeah and the reason please refer to the no. 1.
6) a police has to be brave and all those physical strength, which need not be mentioned if you're me. im neither brave nor fit enough.
7) a nurse... hm i wonder if i've haemophobia. it sucks to faint just seeing blood if you're a nurse.
8) a business woman. well maybe i can do that. i don't really know what a business woman does. socialise?
9) a company's ceo. yeah tough job just sitting there in that rocky chair and signing documents.
10) a chef. i think there's a problem with my tastebuds.
11) a baker. well i love this job though. i mean chocolate cakes and cream and all those stuff. bdn i suck when it concerns food.

so you can see that most of my childhood dreams are all like crappy. sometimes i srsly dun understand why we need to have targets and aims since it's not like we'll be able to meet them anw. but still you have to have a target or what they say, a 目标.

all those childhood dreams above are all shit if you dun put your heart and soul in achieving them so the moral of the story is ___________. fill it in yourself.

-this post is although crappy but lesson 01 learnt.