this is srsly weird.
like crying because you're about to fire a tution teacher.
she's nice really.
but all that she can teach me, she taught.
i have to say i've learnt what i have to from her.
she's been teaching me since pri 5.
she went through the most horrible psle with me, aiding me to achieve this great result
and what im doing to her now is unforgivable.
im very bad. im a bad person. im a 忘恩负义 person. those kind whom you feel like smacking their ass out in the tvs.
im like them.
and here i am, trying to tell her subtlely that i want to quit, throwing her all nonsensical stuff, a.k.a excuses. i mean she's so ever nice.
she tells me everything abt herself. her wedding, her life, her boyfriend.
and i did that too. except for the boyfriend part. i mean i dun have.
kay and here i am, so terrible horrible and vegetable, telling her that i wanna quit.
i mean you can't just tell a friend to shoo just because she does no benefit to you anymore.
idk. i just miss her.