And sometimes I just need someone whom I can tell everything to. There's so much I don't and wouldn't dare to do, I'm a coward, I'm scared of things I've never tried before. I'm afraid of failures and humiliations. I'm tired of scoldings and warnings. I'm sick of the things I'm being put through, things I've never thought I would even go through. I've always wished I could hide in my comfort zone and no one would be able to disturb me there. I need someone to support me and my decisions; someone who will agree with what I do - even if it is morally wrong.

Yes I've lied. I've lied many times. It's not going to be the first, and my heart wrenches whenever I do. But there's one weird thing about me. I feel much comfortable after I've avoided the problem.

I'm those people, who understands that obstacles are set up in life to train yourself, but will still find alternative ways to get through. Even if it is wrong. Even if it makes me feel bad.

It's Good To Be Bad.