I'm done for this year. I wonder what's gonna happen next. I'm quite sure my heart became stronger after these 2 days of script-checking & I'm back home with mixed feelings. To be honest, script-checking makes me more mentally-tired as compared to doing the paper itself. We'll be getting our result slips on Monday, I'm not excited at all, more like nervous actually. I really don't know what to expect for now. I just wanna get everything over & done with;

I'm so sick of everything.

I was feeling really upset about my results during script-checking tdy & was dazed most of time but talking to CherylC, Ruiqi & Benw made me feel better. & thankyou weixuan for keeping me company during script-checking tdy.

Still feeling extremely insecure though; I really don't know what I'm supposed to do.

I don't feel like going to school tomorrow + I'm clueless about how I'm exactly feeling right now & I can't even get myself to cry it out + I'm a piece of bullshit

Please let everything work out. For once. Please Please Please.