Saturday was the e-gen challenge (read previous post) and Sunday was the trip to the airport to send my parents off (yeah they're going overseas while I die here with school). The day was great, it was like an escape from the cage that has been holding me in since forever (i.e simei) and I had so much fun laughing at everything and just being crazy with my sis. We felt like cool dudes wearing fbts in the airport because we were quite sure we are the only ones doing that at that time so yeap, cool. Had lunch, took photos (something I haven't done in ages) and basically just loitering around waiting for my parents to leave for the departure gate. Satisfied my red velvet cake craving too, the one at coffee bean is not too bad and I had cheap thrills refilling cold water at the counters countless times. Went home with the sis later on that day, bought dinner and watched drama as we ate. I love life. Did some work too in case I feel too guilty to sleep that night before school starts again.
Didn't sleep well because the clock kept ticking and so I started my Monday being half awake. Got back our econs and math papers for mcts. Pretty decent results I think (I know I know, never be satisfied). Econs result made me annoyed because for a few of my papers, I have been missing just 1 (or even less) mark to the next grade. Which is plain irritating. Math paper was good (for once). Topped the class with an A (to my surprise because I was just hoping for a B) so I'm happy but slightly upset at the same time. The emotions kind of offset each other so I was just emotionless. I'll have to work so much harder to maintain that grade (which I got because I was just really lucky) so the stress is coming.
Today, supposedly a good day because it's short, wasn't that exciting afterall because lessons are just so boring and I'm getting irritated by every little thing. Will be heading our for good dinner later. Can't wait.
I get hopeful too easily and end up being disappointed all the time.
That's the problem with me.
