That was a funny thing to dream about or maybe I should call that a nightmare. It was weird. I was sad, I shed tears of saudade but I was happy for you at the same time. At least you were happy before you died and I'm happy as long as you're happy. I guess that's the only thing I could ask for now. Nothing more. Just for everyone to be happy.
And then I woke up still feeling uneasy but I was relieved to find out it wasn't real afterall. And then I realised: things happen naturally and there's really nothing much you can do about it. We just have to go with the flow and make the best out of it. That's the least, or the most, we could do.