Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Working

I can't believe I'm saying this but I think I like working. Maybe it is true that Aries are born with restless energy and have to be kept physically busy. I like staying at home and do nothing but watch videos too, but working really makes me feel like I'm doing something productive. It also helps me step out of my comfort zone and approach more people, people with different backgrounds and experiences. It's a type of learning I guess. It is also tiring sometimes, reaching home late or having sore legs because all I do is stand around for >4 hours but a good work-life schedule just makes me enjoy both a little more.

It is challenging to juggle both but I like to feel busy. I really didn't expect myself to say this because when I was still in school, all I want was to be freed from hectic school schedules. Now I really like to fill the week up with work and outings just so I can spend less time sitting around. Or maybe this is a form of escapade, getting occupied to stop myself from (over)thinking. 

While other things in my life are just embarking on a new beginning, some are coming to an end. I have worked for it hard, but sometimes things just don't work out the way you want it to be. This is fate I guess. What's meant to be will find a way. And it always will.