Almost wanted to write 17/365 for the title but there's no way to turn back time so
Anyway, the day started off rainy and sad but I'm glad (so was my mom) I woke up after 1000 alarms from my phone at 11:08 am. My mom was surprised to see me awake before her (she woke up at 12:26 pm) and praised me because she wouldn't have to waste her life away trying to wake me up. It's really not that difficult to wake me up because I'll have to do that eventually.
Currently, I'm upset with myself and getting slightly (trying to calm myself a bit) nervous because I attempted the DE assignment and I'm stuck at the first question already. I haven't gotten back the momentum of doing math (blame all I want) and I'm not good with integration so there's a high possibility I'll do badly for the test (DE and SLE) on 28th. It's really ironic when my class thinks my math is good. They didn't really get to realise that I can't do math in school, reasons are 1: I need lots of time to really solve one 2: I need help from my sister 3: I'm pressurized because I'm supposed to be able to solve them but I know I can't. So afterall, the truth is: I'm not good with math at all. (hello there if you're reading, I hope you're from my class) Anyway, I have decided I should revise (!!!) and now I'm worried because I have not started on any revision since December.
(*just when I finished this paragraph I managed to solve the first part of the question so..... Keep going man!)
The rain is probably not going to stop until tonight (it has been raining since morning) Stop being so upset sky! In attempt to cheer everyone up, I've changed my phone cover and dustcap. Neon pink no longer makes me happy I wonder why. I'm also pleased to say I can't feel a headache coming (I always do on rainy days) and hopefully I can feel well for the rest of the day. Singapore's weather is really ... a killer. First the sun, then the afternoon showers and a crazy downpour that never stops. I'm starting to miss the weather in Hong Kong already. Not a good person with the heat, but unfortunately the only thing that is cooling here in sg is the tapwater.
