51/365

I've had enough. I'm sick of this place and I want need to get out. This place is suffocating me, it's living hell. Everything here upsets me and I'm tired of acting like I'm alright. Nobody really cares anyway. I get upset so often I think I'm going crazy. I hate the doubt people have in me and I'm irritated. Why bother asking if you don't trust me? To tell me I'm not good enough? I know that well enough so you can save it. I'm tired of guessing what people want. I just want to be alone sometimes really because that's when all the stress is gone. I don't need people to be around me because their presence frightens me. I don't want to fit in. I feel intimidated. I feel so small sometimes. I need an escape. Please.