My dad gave me his 200% (much more than that actually but you get what I mean). He loves me. I figured that I was probably a really great person in my past life who did many great deeds and therefore earned myself such a perfect dad this life. I appreciate him but I feel guilty at the same time. He stayed up till 3 am just to make sure I get all the songs he spent a day downloading (200+ songs) and wouldn't go to bed until I did. But what did I do to deserve all these? He gave me his best, but did I give him mine? No. I took it for granted. I didn't even return him 1% of what he has given to me. He could have not done so many things for me. He had a choice. But he did. And I feel so bad about myself now. He is such an awesome dad. I'm such a lousy daughter, always making him worried, troubling him, demanding so many things from him and yet fail to honor so many promises I've made to him. He never gives up on me even if I couldn't keep to my promises. He still love me as much, if not more. I don't know what I can do for him right now, other than putting in effort to revise and do well for As. I tried today, during physics. He spent the entire day yesterday helping me with physics, going through every single question with me. I hope I can get a decent grade this time just for him. For my great dad. Someone I can never live without. Everyday should be a fathers' day because every father is great. My dad is leaving for hk again tomorrow and I'm going to miss him so much it's going to hurt. But I'll listen to all these songs he has helped me download tonight and keep them on replay.
Father, I love you.
