Y'know what? I sound like I'm mean and critical, because I keep it real. I don't lie and I mean what I say. Lying is too tough a job for me, because I can't remember my excuses when they pile up one after another. I also can't act nice when I'm not genuinely meaning it because I feel grossed out by myself and the feeling sucks. So I don't mind being labelled as one who's difficult to get along because I know l am. I just have to find people who can accept me for who I am. And yknow what irks me most? People being fake, people speaking without working their brains and people pretending to be something they're not. Sorry I'm mean. But people like these really irritate the hell out of me. A LOT. Let me put it across like this: acting dumb is not cute/ getting overly enthusiastic or hyped up is unnecessary/ speaking without meaning what they say is fake/ thinking that the world resolves around them is self-entitlement at its worst/ acting all generous when they're more concerned about their self-interest is, again, fake ETC. Let's not act like we're saints, shall we? Everyone is flawed and they hide it. They cover up their flaws and that's cheating. Flaws are what makes you real. Yeah I'm flawed. Probably the most flawed person ever. So most of the time I find myself rolling my eyes and thinking 'hello I can see what you're doing there' and I just can't help but to feel sorry for them. It's like they don't even know. How is that even possible? I laugh a lot in my head. I laugh at people and their stupidity. It's like, I'm not v bright and I can still act properly. So I don't understand why people can't. Everyone is flawed, I know, even the seemingly flawless people. So don't fall for their trap. Most people do though.
Yeah sorry I'm mean like that. I don't compromise to make anyone like me so it's okay if you feel like you should dislike or even hate on me after reading this entry because the thing is
I don't care.
P. s my blog is not for entertainment purposes. If you're bored, go out and get a life. I'm not here to post my thoughts and feelings to interest you. Btw, thank you if you're reading because you actually care.
