Sunday, March 02, 2014

The Night Before

The day is tomorrow.
Tomorrow is the day.

The fear strikes and the human heart races upon hearing anything relating to r e s u l t s. There's no time for self doubt and expectations anymore. The future has already been cast in stone and it is just the matter of who knows it now. Tomorrow will be my turn to know, to celebrate or worry depending on what has been inked on the paper. I am nervous and I should be because I cannot guarantee a 100% that I have done my best. What if the best I thought I can only afford is not what even half of what I could do? The best that I thought I have done is matched by half of the efforts others put in. Relativity. I have that uneasy feeling every now and then and it kills me a little every time. I don't know if I am going to make it tomorrow and the comforting phrase of "what's the worst that could happen" seems useless now. I worry and I worry a lot. Whatever is going to happen tomorrow, please let it end soon.

Miracles do happen, like they did before.
But I'm afraid they only happen once.