I am in a BAD mood. We had a Vitagen Competition today from 7 am to 1.15pm. We did not win but we won an experience. Our Ferris Wheel was GREAT. All I could say was GREAT. We lost because it finally could not withstand a heavy load and it... well, toppled. It went lopsided and... we lost. The judges said that we did a great job too. We did not give up, not even until the last minute. We even requested for more time, even though we knew that there was no way we could win.

When we left the competition site to wash ourselves up, people around actually cheered for us because we persisted till it finally looked okay and stayed still. We were glad that we did not give up. The first prize went to a team who constructed a Noah's Ark. The second was a Tree with a person sitting underneath, fishing. And the third was an aeroplane. There were beautiful.

Although I was, to say the truth, very sad. I thought we should win. We were going to win. But unfortunately... nevermind. At least we did our best. There was no more we could do...

I am NOT satisfied with my results. I flunked them. I didn't do great for this examinations and I regretted it. Now, I've got to do assessments and assessments. I need to buy another science assessment for my tution because I did not meet my target. My target was set too high anyway.

We had our NAPFA test yesterday. It was really tiring. I felt as if my heart was going to escape from my body. And this very morning, I've got muscle ache. Why did the school allow Physical Education Tests to be conducted at the first place? What if some student get heat stroke? What are they going to do about it? Why can't we just have PE lessons to make fun of and NO tests? NAPFA, I mean.

Anyway, today we went to Civic District for a fieldtrip. It was fun. Except the whole having-your-break-eating-potato-chips-under-a-tree thingie.

It IS after the exams. FINALLY.

I've got enough of exams stress. And I get to relax... not. I am now, this very moment, waiting patiently and peacefully for my results. Once I get them, I am going to be crushed. As if the results have ripped my heart out of my soul and thrown to the ground where everybody will step on it.

Frankly speaking, it is called torn apart. Me, I mean.

Well, I guess this time of the year is a RAINING SEASON. If not, why do it rain so heavily? I was stranded in the school compound (argh...), waiting for the rain to stop. It is like NEVER ENDING.

I am having a bad headache now. NO reason. My head is so pain...Somebody please send me to the hospital. (haha)