Just completed some coordinate geometry questions in the TYS. I'm super disappointed with my performance for math common test today, I LEFT ONE ENTIRE QUESTION BLANK and there goes my 6 marks. Just got a sudden brain freeze ): or maybe I was thinking about other stuff ...

I am doing my piano theory homework now, there's piano lesson tmrw. I'm so tired I don't know why. I just want to sleep ):

Oh yes, went to trim my bangs today. Why can't the stupid hairdresser do a proper job ): I look like some mushroom again!!! All I need is patience so that my bangs will grow long again.

FML FML FML FML FML.

/I wanna get over you, but I just cannot make it through - ♥

Added a QR code at the right bottom of my blog haha, it's encoded with something but it's just lame stuff so yep. Love the barcode scanner app :) Now I can communicate with daddy via codings!

Woke up pretty late today, woke up and looked at the sky, doesn't look like it's 11am! it looks like it's in the evening alr ... and I love to sleep during heavy downpours but somehow I woke up when I heard the rain :/ there goes my sunday sleep ):

I'm doing TYS now, sketching modulus graphs. I realised I only like the sketching part. The answering part I'm totally CMI.

I think I need to trim my bangs soon, it's poking my eyes ): maybe on monday I guess, after all the tests...

/提醒過自己刪掉記憶統統不記起-♥

Haha pardon my retarded face :)

It's 1.30am now and I'm still doing my modulus revision. I'm addicted to sketching graphs now >) Maybe that's why I prefer math over the other subjects. Because you'll either get right or wrong, 没有灰色地帶. Plus you get to do sketching which is super funnnnn!

Sis: Can we watch Mr.Brain tonight?

Me: Huh... but I wanna study math.

Daddy: Study? Omg 我老怀安慰啊!

Me: -.-

Anw, I think I kinda wasted my entire saturday. I only copied 3 chinese articles and I spent my other time playing piano and watching tv ): I only touched on my math in the evening! Plus I keep getting careless, I copied out the wrong question and redid it like 9876345 times, only to find that I wrote the equation wrongly in the first place! What's wrong with me seriously, I must be thinking too much crappy stuff ):

Daddy: Hahahaha! Only uneducated people will say that! (some joke)

Me: >) Are you saying that I'm not well-educated!!

Daddy: You're wrong. Uneducated =/= not well-educated.

I'm trying to say You're Not Educated.

Me: -.-

I can't wait for the CNY holidays to come seriously, the time for me to really slack off with some revision and for me to get some sleep. I tend to get really sleepy during weekends, kinda wasted my weekends zzz I must sleep earlier.

/沒有你的世界, 我寧願同一時間被毀滅-♥

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Just a short update.

I'm currently having a bad headache since this afternoon after my piano lesson and a swollen eye ): Now I'm a one eye big one eye small monster rawr >)

Daddy came back on Thursday night :) he didn't bring any presents for me though, not like those times when I was young lolol. but I missed him so much! He and his fat stomach :P

I'm going to be busy omg two tests on monday - math and physics. Daddy is going to drill me with math :)

Heavy rain these days (oh no it's raining now), seriously the rain is making me sleep in class! And it's pretty cold too, I always had to pee after each lesson ): but it's still better than the hot and humid weathers, at least I don't sweat as much nowadays - good good good

okay I shall get back to doing my TYS now - i'm excited :)

hahaha Dumb Benw took this photo without focus.

Enjoy playing Tap Tap with ruiqi such that when we're not going down for recess, you'll find her at my seat and we'll be playing Tap Tap on Benw's itouch :)

Currently revising for tmr's Geog DRQ test which I think I'm going to do badly (like last year) because geog isn't my forte. And I thought physical geog is going to be more interesting than human geog, or easier for me to understand but I realised that for the past lessons, I'm barely surviving the concepts ): I don't know how to calculate whatever crap I'm supposed to and explaining concepts is like @#$%^&* kill me.

Daddy's coming back tonight at 1am! :) it's going to be saturday and sunday soon I CAN'T WAIT.

I want to smile everyday. I want everybody to smile.

Got my phone bill today, got charged S$50 and mommy scolded me like crazy :/ I need to go down to Starhub (again) ugh. Maybe I shouldn't get a contract in the first place really. I don't need unlimited sms. I really don't know why I'm always being charged for stuff that I don't even know what it is in the first place. Every month mommy will scold me for my phone bill, this is getting annoying.

Anyway, on a lighter note, playing Tap Tap with ruiqi is super fun :) especially during lesson breaks hahaha and I FINALLY WON HER TODAY omg I'm so proud of myself !! We played Tap Tap during ACE today because Mr Najeeb was on course, even though we were supposed to do a essay... well well. At least I think that pulled me through a 4.45pm day today :)

Daddy's coming back tmrw. I can't wait to see him^^

Ugh I can't get the chengyu into my head ):

I can't wait for the CNY holidays to come really, I'm going to sleep all day, I'm going to slack and sit there doing nothing. I'm not going to celebrate or visit anybody's house (as usual) because I can't possibly fly back to HongKong, it'll be wasting money. I won't be getting new clothes too, I won't be getting angbaos, no CNY mood at all. But it doesn't really matter because I just want a few days resting in bed. My stuffy nose is killing me.

Because I thought I still got 3 days to memorise my 80 成语 but in the end I had only 2 days - including today. So I need to start memorising my 成语 nowwwww :(

My piano lesson just ended, it's 9pm and I'm having my dinner lolol. Piano teacher let me try out aural test, I kept singing out of tune );

Mommy came back to Sg today from Taipei, she had so much fun! I want to Taipei too ^^

Today geography lesson was the first lesson in which I stood outside the class for 30min because I forgot to do my worksheet :/ I'm not the only one, others who forgot to bring had to stand outside the classroom too. It's quite a cool experience actually, I can be finally awake during geog! I kept dosing off during gegoraphy lessons brrr-

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Get Over You - G.E.M

想等他轉身, 我太天真
想更加抱緊, 卻更傷心
想過抽了身, 無奈我戒不起心癮

想找一個人隨便接近
將這一個心填密缺憾
不過竟更加懷念你昨天一吻

If one day you see me put on significant weight, I guess it's the chocolates and ice-creams' fault.

I have been getting either one whenever I go home alone, to keep me companied and to cool me down in the warm humid weather. So even when I'm carrying piles of books with me I will still go grab one before I go home. How can I not get fat you tell me.

If you realised, since the beginning of school, I have been pulling back my bangs with a hairband. This is what you're supposed to (have to) do when you have the strictest teacher and the more fierce teacher as your FT and co-FT. And I swear I'm going to be a good student this year so that no teachers will catch me for my skirt, my blouse, my socks and my hair. I will be a kuku/toot/nerd if I have to I guess. Plus my fringe will give away to spot checks because it's seemingly more brown than the other strands of hair, it's going to be pretty risky for me hm. But of course, I kept dreaming that one day I will be able to let down my fringe once again into school because pulling back my bangs 5/7 of the week will hurt my hair ): and it's really comfortable too zzz and hairbands could only be of dark shades so what kind of pattern can I get for hairbands ugh. Nothing much, just a plain black normal dull one will do.

So much for being (trying to be) a good student.

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因为喜欢你的人不需要，而不喜欢你的人不会相信。

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The feeling of growing up.

I miss those times when I was still a young kiddo, living a happy innocent pure life in HongKong, where I get to go to kindergarten to meet my fellow kiddo friends and go home super early (no studying at all), taking naps or playing with my miniature cooking sets. I remember those time I disturbed my sister, I copied her dancing, I throw my baby temper and threw her clips all over. I love those times when I got so scared of my uncle that my parents use him to scare me into finishing my dinner quick. I remember those times when I refused to eat my dinner and daddy locked me out of the house - and I just stood there until daddy open the door again.

And then I boarded a plane - which I won't even know it's a plane at that time- and came to Singapore. I moved into the condo, where I've been living for the past 10 years, thinking that it's some super grand hotel. And yeah, you never get to stay in a hotel for 10 years do you.

Then it was the first day at kindergarten in Singapore. I remember not understanding what the teachers were talking about - because I know no English at that time. I remember my sister crying when mommy left us there and I told my sister to chill out, we'll go home soon. Then school ended.

I remember taking afternoon naps in the kindergarten. I remember hurting a good friend in they eye with a mechanical pencil and she went to the hospital. I miss those times when I was highing over cotton buds and smuggled some into the kindergarten for my friends. I remember those time when I started crying because I don't know how to spell 'umbrella' - my first time worrying over studies yeah.

Kindergarten years ended soon enough and then I went into Changkat Primary. I remember erasing my name on the black board (the stupid monitor marked down my name for talking) and getting caught. Punishment? I stood in the canteen during recess - and pretended I was looking at posters. I remember not studying for exams and came home with lousy results. I remember crying all night because daddy refuse to pick up my phone call because of my lousy results. I remember feeling really dejected because all my 6 DSAs failed. I miss those times when I really really worked hard for my PSLE and surprisingly scored well.

Then it was getting into DHS. I remember the first day of school when I was sticking with Katherine because we know no one there. I remember accidentally smacked Cheryl's head with the flagpole (sorry!). I remember those times I was studying really hard for EOYS - but now I realised Year 1 is really nothing as compared to Year 4. I miss those times Clara and I went to toilet after almost every lesson doing nothing but we still go there anyway. I remember going to CCA and being really tired but still move on with squad.

And now I'm Year 4. What's going to happen seriously. I'm not prepared.

Have you tried tying up your hair after you've let it down for an entire day and it has that 'perfect' shape you want it to be? But the next morning when you want that ponytail shape again for school, it'll give you sucky curly twists here and there. Which is super annoying. I'm really interested in how hair actually works. I read forums and stuff regarding hair and things like "sleeping with all your hair up will make it straighter in the morning" and "washing it with cold water makes it straighter" doesn't seem to work for my hair - though I'm still washing them with cold water every day but not sleeping with all my hair up at night already.

Anw, facebook is a really good platform for stalkers ^^ not that I'm one but well..

Yeap, life do throw us with tons & tons of lemons, but I guess it's all about how you look at things.

Sometimes I just get so sick of my life. And then I go muttering FML over and over again. But then again, if you see things in a different light, you'll realise how lucky and blessed you are. I watched documentaries of people losing their family members in disasters, in animal attacks and voluntary work in Cambodia to treat people with cleft lips (Operation Smiles). Those children have facial deformities, some weren't able to pronounce properly, some had difficulty eating, there's a child without a proper nose as well. But were they dejected? Did they find ways to kill themselves so that people will stop teasing and laughing at their deformity? Did they cry everyday and hope that one day they'll wake up with proper lips and proper facial features? No they didn't. They were so determined to fix their problems they queued for the entire day at the centre, in hope that they will be able to receive proper operations.

And here we are, so pissed and annoyed over homework, tests and what not. But we're all so lucky. We look normal. We are not living in a country with poor conditions. We get to enjoy things that those kids in Cambodia wouldn't even think of. We just don't know how to appreciate what we actually have, we moan about things we didn't have. All we need to do is to learn how to look at things in a different light, how to appreciate how lucky we are here.

"You're Awesome Just The Way You are." - Nick Vujicic

Woke up pretty late today ): and piano make-up lesson in the afternoon. Slacked a while before started doing my Bio TYS revision. Kind of wasted the afternoon

Went to Tampinese for dinner with Van, ate in Cafe' Cartel yayy I love the pork ribs! We wore the similar shirts yay looked like twins :) I LIKE.

Walked around for a while and headed home at 10..

用心去爱，还是用眼睛去爱呢?

This was yesterday when I stayed back to study with claudia, yihfang and ruiqi. There was NA and AA comp train which ruiqi went to join them halfway. We studied till around 4.50pm and left the library to take a look at NA's comp train haha, it has been so long since I've see them train ):

Claudia, yihfang and I went down to canteen where we waited for the stupid heavy rain to stop and I was also waiting for my sister to end her lessons so that we can go home together.

Chatted quite a lot with both of them, missed both of them so much! ><>

Being with squad feels great, but times like these seems even more precious now. Is this what they called "you never know what you've got until you lose it"? or maybe about to lose it. Well.

Yep, studied in the library -super duper freezing cold inside but I managed to get a bit of homeostasis inside and completed my chem worksheet heh^^

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Then this was today, when I was going home alone. I was feeling a little emo then, went to 7-eleven and bought snacks, then to Mr Bean to grab my lunch and a cup of soyabean ice cream. I believe that when you're unhappy, eating ice creams (esp choco ones) helps a lot. I was busy feeding on my ice cream when jingyi tapped me from behind haha so we walked home together!

Haven't talked to her since last piano performance! Missed her too, we were chatting about primary and other stuff it was only like 5 minutes but it felt like forever. Like some long lost friends :)

Sister came back shortly after I slacked and ate my lunch. We made ourselves comfortable at the dining table and started doing homework... and yay I completed my physics assignment (finally) except for those questions which, I suppose, make use of Boyle's Law.

Had tuition and then headed to gym. We dined at the mall and went to NTUC to walk around. It's so fun to have a sister, really.

其實我做緊乜野。
我好似連自己都唔清楚…我好似以為甘會好開心，但係又好似唔係，我究竟要點啊…我都唔知。
唔通係我既問題，得我一個咁怪，一直係道錯，錯既係我？我連諗緊咩都唔再清楚啦。我覺得自己好衰，每次都話卑自己聽 "its good to be bad", 我壞，會好嗎？

that's my eye by the way, if it freaked you out.

It's the third week of school and tests began next week - although there's a bio pop quiz on friday. For the next 6 days, mommy will be in Taipei with daddy to meet his business partners so I'll be alone with my sis :) it's gonna be fun I hope ^^

Learning Trigo2 now, finished circular measures and modulus .... I'm still very sure with modulus though, I kept getting mixed up ): but daddy's going to come back to sg soon so he can teach me! I'm copying chinese articles now haha I guess it's turning into a habit.

Shall revise geography and bio (homeostasis) later. Oh yeah and the 80 成语 :D

So Much To Do, Yet I'm Happy.

So I really went to get a haircut before going home today - totally regret it FML now my hair feels like a bush >(

I'm going to do a countdown for my 18mths - the period of time needed for my hair to grow to a certain length ugh

WHY DID I FREAKING CUT MY HAIR. WHAT'S MY PROBLEM.

Anyway, my sis's friend gave her this rilakkuma book as a souvenir from japan and she gave it to me! :)

it's all in japanese though, i regret quitting jap now ): cos' I don't understand

Somehow I saw photos of us when we were young :) muhahahhaha

comparison

MUHAHAHAHHA THIS IS ME. I LOOK LIKE SOME MUSHROOM.