yeah i know im freaking stuupid when i emo.
cos im listening to emo songs and the drowsiness is driving me nuts.
i feel so empty, now that i've no idea what to do.
homework seemed so boring and i don't feel like doing jianbao now.
working on my ancient supplementary ws in which i've to ask my daddy for every single solution.
and now i've nothing to blog abt. no photos to post. no one to talk to. simply nothing i could do to kill time.
no let's don't kill time.
let's kill me instead.

p.s why did i bold every 'no' ? idk. dun ask me.
(:

幸运儿
the lucky one.

stuupid lar. the medicine is making me drowsy): cannot bear to look my bed.
simply can't concentrate on my homework lar.
i did one question then went to play piano, thn come back and continue with another qn then i went to use facebk. this continued on, and im now blogging so random stuff.
i feel so bad lar. not going RT on friday, when squadmates are suffering):
someone! bite me, please!

and now mommy and my sister are discussing which soft toy they should throw away):
that's bad.
mommy broke my little mario figurine just now and wanted to dump it tooooo.
she's so bad lar. but i forced her to super-glued it back :D
YAY.
argh. i hate my posts now because they're lack of photos):
i miss my phone so deadly. and im having a post syndrome because of it ;P

"when the sun sets,
everything will be crystal clear."

CHEER UP CLARA(:
your existence is much more important than you think :D

went to the clinic and got some medicine.
currently feeling better.
(:
wore specs to sch today and people just kept asking me why and i just repeated my answer a few times.
yeah. cos my eyes can't stop tearing.
and it seemed that i've passed the flu to clara); srysry.
today was not bad.
cme was cool.
the friendship test thing was fun lar. today is like the best cme lesson.
HAHA.

p.s i miss my phone alot):

im damn sick.

oman.

hmm. thinking abt photos.

wait till i get back my phone so that clara and send them to me (those taken during the trip to marina barage)

:D

oman my eyes can't stop tearing when i look at the computer screen):

i said i wudd be optimistic today so yeah, i did(:
math test was kinda screwed but i remained normal.
HAHAHA. zhengguan and cephas said i was acting cheerful :P
srsly, i wasn't.
it really doesn't matter to me if i fail or not.
cos....胜败乃成功之母 :D
(translation: failure is success's mother)
LOL.

there's RT tmr. conducted by maam):
somemore it's not confirmed that I/C will be changed so erm.
JIAYOU VIVIEN. yeah, and me.
diepok liao. later get scolded till i cry how? HAHAHAHA.
nvm.
im optimistic rmb.
oh shit. i forgot to memorise my i/c procedures.
psps. (why am i toking to myself -.-)

oh yes. and i finally knew what love-at-first-sight feels like.





DON'T THINK SICK KAY.
today at the foodcourt whilst slacking and doing hw, this little toddler came up and smile to me! OMG LAR, SHE'S DAMN CUTE. somemore she go touch my badge then i touched her chubby cheeks.... AWWWW. she is loved and missed.

im very phone-sick.
and
the blocknose+cold+runny nose is killing me.

have never been this bad.

OMG.
MY PIANO TEACHER SAID I WAS MUCH, MUCH BETTER THAN LAST WEEK
:D
oman. IM ON CLOUD NINE.

but my cold is killing me):

today is srsly not a good day);
flunked science and chinese test.
today had a bad cold somemore.
sniffing and sneezing all the way throughout the 2 tests.
finger bled too. argh.
and due the fact that stuupid winky don't know how to open those small umbrellas, she ran home in the rain and is now making dumplings with tissue paper :D
YAY. let's feast! ewww~
later got piano lsn again....
maybe will get scolded again. aww.

ytd's jap common test did not went THAT well either.
cos i fell asleep during the listening comprehension!
and missed 2 questions!
plus: i forgot practically everything that i learnt, there goes my CT.

well, at least today is going to be over and there's a bright tmr! yeah. let's all try to be SUPER OPTIMISTIC.
tmr im getting back my math CT .....
hmm. i wonder know i'll get good grades.



yeah right.
dream on.

i finished my (strawberries) in 3 mins O:

kinda boring w/o photos.
i love photos.

):

after tmr it'll turn into a (: hopefully. recently stressed out and behaved real stuupid.
so stuupid that i can't stand myself.
somemore i hit my thumb and it still hurts till now):
OWW.
anw. posts w/o pictures are so boring and don't feel like blogging until i get back my phone.

OMAN. I MISS YOU, PHONE.

kay. i'll just spend a few minutes on this before buring myself under that stack of annoying books. especially science):
today was very fun. camwhoring with clara (using her phone, since mine died ytd) and running arnd the big big grass patch at the roof of the marina barrage(:
and saw president oso! HAHA. so sad lar. my phone had to be sent back to HK to fix): no more phototaking (regina and cherylC would be glad). haha.
going to use a flip phone tmr. MY FIRST TIME USING THAT KIND O: LOL. let's celebrate! whoo.
okay.
think i shudd start on my jap):
happy times passes real fast. and that's bad.

日本語はとても大変でわかりにくいです。

(japanese language is very tough and diffcult to understand D: )

MY PHONE DIED.

"Fall in beside netball court at 830. Pls be punctual. I/C to take strength n stand in front of sqd. Thank you(: "

i seriously think that smiley came at the wrong timing. I/C take strength? OMG. nooo. the fear of being an I/C is... argh. just something horrible. i hate standing in front of the sqd.
seriously.

just ended tuition.

i love my father.
i love my mother.
i love my tuition teacher.
i love ruiqi.
i love my bed.
i love my sister's friends.
i love my sister.
i love my computer.
i love my blog.

kay. i shudd stop.
this post is dedicated to all those who've helped me or brightened me one way or another.
(although i don't know what my sister's friends did to cheer me up)

p.s im not les.

this is srsly a wrong time to post. but still im doing because i love my blog too much.
history assignment is clogging up my brain cells. i think i nid the hospital.
it's due tmr and my grp just started on it. oh great.
too much brain cells died ytd night and this morning. more later.
2 hrs tution later. aw. so sad. take up all my time when i can chiong my assignment):
hope something great will happen tmr and replenish my laughing cells.
jap CT, Chinese CT, science CT, all in a week.
somebody strangle me please.

today's play was super fun!

it seemed like ruiqi and i were the only year2s there. HAHA.

there were year3s, alot of seniors.

the play was interesting lar. abt this two men acting as this imaginary guy called Earnest(:

HAHA. then after that we went to Bugis to mug and dine.

so i'll pass on to the random photos i took today(:

'The Importance of Being Earnest'

going to watch 'The Importance of Being Earnest' play with ruiqi at victoria theatre later((:
CAN'T WAIT.

scared of being an I/C.

today was real tiring. although RT was the same.

commando crawl, FD, PT.

the worst part was me and vivien being ICs.

always have to run in front of squad and do the warm-ups and 5BX ): screwed most of them.

then when RT ended, cos we exceed the time limit, vivien and me were being knocked down, 5 pumping. the pumping wasn't bad, the bad part when we stayed in pumping position on the ground -.- the sharp pebbles and stones pricked my hand ): ow.

after RT i bought 2 bottles of drinks(:

mango tea and lychee tea. WOOTS.

sad things happened today:

1) i forgot to take photo with ruiqi in our full uniform. we look so nice... for once.

2) commando crawl was exhausting

3) got scolded by maam for screwing up the entire RT today

but when i got home(:

my mummy was cleaning my room! YAY.

currently enjoying the aircon and the fresh smell of my room :D

shall show you(:

srsly. they are supposed to be on my bed -.-

now, some random photos(: [macs with regina and ruiqi]

OMG I DIDN'T EXPECT TO GET THIS FOR MY JAP COMPO((:

today was real good(:
went to bugis with clara after sch and made alot of jokes.
HOHO.
our lunch is ONLY 80 cents.
learn from us man.
hahaha.
we went to the donut shop and others and eat their samples until we were FULL.
omg right.
we're so clever.
HAHAHAHA.
took neoprint but clara lost hers....so sad):
nvm! we'll take again!
went up and down to find stuff
and huffed and puffed cos clara is late for piano lesson :D
that's when she dropped her neoprints):
just played harshly on the piano.
now my hand very pain):

IM SO GONNA PROVE TO MY PIANO TEACHER THAT I CAN DO IT lor.

NO MORE RUBBISH :D

today is all hands down.
srsly.
sch didn't went that smoothly, a few bums here and there.
piano was a total failure.
quiet, soft teacher suddenly turned into a horrible, scary, old witch.
scolded me like nobody's business):
said i played rubbish):
promise to yell at me if i don't play properly next lsn):
i dread that.
srsly. she pms or what.
take it out on me.
like i dont have my own tests and stuff to worry.
and there's math CT, chinese test, jap CA1, science test, sjab history test.
wtp.




and so i couldn't take it anymore and flooded.
boohoo.
what a coward.
argh.

today was slack and i like it(:

went to sch abit later with twin and crapped alot with cheryl and ruiqi.

they are srsly fun people.

math was nice today, just going through some ws and computing was nothing.

assembly was sitting there, i love seeing the catwalk o.o

RS was not bad too. the speaker is good :D

and OMG. i saw julius at the bus stop today O:

he recognised me!

ruiqi agrees that he's cute(:

overall, today is a thumbs-up(: