haish. sch nowadays is irking my nerves. people who are arnd me seemed so far. people who are near me seemed so strange. i dunnoe how to express it but. one thing is for sure. this relationship had never been as strong as last time. people arnd me are turning ignorant/down/quiet. they are just so far. so far. this blog is supposed to be a happie one but i seems that things change and people change. the earth continues to revolve arnd the sun, the energy supplier, and continues to rotate...the sun still rises and sets. the moon still change from a gibbous to a full. yet everything IS changing. maybe relationships like that aren't meant to last long. for a period of time.
oh man. i miss that time.
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so i was trimming my nails while typing those shittie crap. cos i was so pain when i was doing FD today. anw. today was half sad and half happie. i FINALLY managed to stop myself at bahanti. FINALLY. so proud of myself(: last time i cannot de lor. like sgt jade sound bahanti and i continue marching... =.= so today was so great except for the part when sgt jade took her camera and took a video of rachel, jia hwan and me marching. ahahhas. reminds me of that part when sgt jade SKIPPED to sgt glada. jia hwan and me were laughing like mad. and jiahwan was saying that sgt jade was so cute (: ahahhas. quite nice lar. i mean aft third lang. i slept thru it....not really the whole thing. just like aft break cos i was full thn fill like sleeping...so my eyelids collapsed (: dun get a single thing what kohsensei was toking about...AHHH. llol.
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kkaes gtg for dinner now. cya down the road of EMOness.