i really dunnoe why im so angry and frustrated abt this. no, i don't. im more
irritated than angry. kkay. i'll tell you. this person (i'll let it be a he) is
very irritating. i don't know what's his true intention but i can tell you that
what he did really irk my nerves. why can't he just stop all this? i dunnid a
twin (im not toking abt you jiayi). an identical one maybe. just because he
doesn't have his own style doesn't mean he can be a copycat/dog. w/e. and it's
not the fact that i don't like him. i do. but why can't he just stop it and
leave me alone for just a second. everytime i see him, i don't know why but i
feel my knuckles crack. that's a bit too dramatic but w/e. i can't believe im
actually scolding that person so rudely. i hate myself. but i realised i hate
him even more. not really hate but i DON'T KNOW. argh. what's this kind of
feeling that's bugging me. everytime he deny that he's not following me, i feel
like puking. seriously. deadly. wth is his problem?I DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY EVERYTHING ABOVE BUT SRY. EVERYONE HAS HIS OWN LIMITS AND I'VE REACHED MINE. don't push me further. thnks.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
something is SERIOUSLY bugging me. i can't stop myself anymore from venting so ta-da. it'll all be dumped into my blog(: i can't bear to smile now. lots of things had been really disgusting these days. i think i shudd put this in a real small font so that the words below will not spoil that person's reputation (if she has any).