today was intracomp'09.
nothing much to say. or rather lots of thing to say.
yeah i screwed the FA up. and the FD.
lost timing. TOC i thot it was okay but apparently it was not.
it was really horrible.
and i feel so bad for spoiling everything.
i mean ytd comp train was fine and all. our FD ytd was fantastic. but today...
maybe we're just nervous or sth. or maybe we didn't do our best. but i know we all did.
i srsly regretted having so much hope in getting in top 3.
we were champ last yr. & this year? forth.
though shattered with disappointment, it is still polite to smile and all. that's sportsmanship.
i know some cried after intracomp, which i most probably would have done. but i didn't.
i've decided to do that tonight in bed.
this is what we've got today.
maybe not epic failure but pure failure?
but
today's failure is tomorrow's success.