i kind of know what'll happen. i expected it. it just hit me a little harder than i thought it would be.
i was thinking i can pull through this. i can handle it even if there's no one beside me.
i told myself i don't care what's happening now, i don't care what im going through, cos' i know no one will ever understand. they didn't go through what i did.
and i've decided. im a coward.
but
at least, im a happy coward.
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im just nt tht kind of person. i'll nvr be one.
