/[what if the sky is black]//Y

no one understands me.
no one.
not even those who are there with me.
what if im smiling?
what if i told you i was alright?
that smile.
ever so fake.
that person.
ever so evil.
no one understands.
no one.
so what if i can always finish them on time?
my heart isn't in it.
at all.
they just want me to finish my work.
my responsibilty.
my job.
why can't they understand.
i've more important things in mind.
now.
yes. now.