you didn't know when you said that sentence.
maybe you didn't really mean it
but years of torture finally ended.

hopes thrashed on to the cement floor.
with blue, green, red blood all over the wall.

you still didn't know.
you were as usual. cold.

when i look at you into the eye.
i hope this feeling will never die.

or maybe i'm just dreaming,
of this warm comfortable feeling.

i hope we could be normal friends.
but the word "friends"
is just too vague.

i bet you still didn't realised
that i've been crying day and night.
white and black/ black and white
all this long, i cried and cried.

you asked if i was okay
and i answered yes
but something that i regret
this relationship is put to a test.

~/winky/Y