And most of time I push people away because everything is just so much easier with less people in your life which means less questions to answer to and also less ups and downs to pull through.
Because yeah I'm just tired and I have no energy to carry on further because KE=GPE=mgh thank god my physics didn't fail me because now I know the higher you get, the more GPE you'll have which also means a higher KE and so you'll crash so much harder because it's something to do with the conservation of linear momentum and physics finally made sense.
How is it that you just can't control some things when all the while you are in control (or at least you thought you were)? Why can't there be a remote control and let everything go smooth with just a press on the button? Or at least the power button so I can switch everything off -everything around me and inside of me. Or maybe one day it'll run out of battery or go nuts so everything will be out of control which is what is happening now. Out of control. Brb while I work on my apgp to find out how long that'll take because perhaps it's a geometric progression without a sum to infinity.
And so time is running out and I'm running out of stamina and everyone is running away too and running is tiring .. Can we take a rest and let everything come easy?
