So the March 'holidays' and CTs period is over and life is back to its old boring state with less ups and downs and more sickening school work. I hope this term would be a good one, less angst and more joy. Today (first day of term 2) wasn't that bad I guess, other than the part where I was dying in the 1.5 hours GP lecture with gastric and a bloated stomach. Got my birthday card all signed by the class (made by rachel) and most of the wishes written in it told me to be less stressed and complimented me for being hardworking (which I really am not). I'm thankful for the notes from the class really, but it also kind of stress me out because I really don't study that much (and the CTs results will prove it all). They sound like expectations that I'm supposed to keep up with? Or maybe I'm taking those passing remarks too seriously? I really don't know. Oh and not to forget, the day also began with Ms Teo telling me I was really careless for the CTs (econs) and that she originally wanted to use my paper as a benchmark (?? Note: wanted) so I guess that means a really lousy paper done. I treat the whole MCTs as a practice of course (I managed to convince myself that) but I feel so inadequate right now. I haven't been doing my best and I know it so it's just my bad.
So these are the things that have been bothering me today (hopefully not tomorrow) and I'm glad I can write it down here. Personal stuff here.
