Taking deep breaths work to some extent, it's like swallowing all the ugly words and never letting them out and I think I'm learning to master the art. It isn't easy to do that, especially all you want is to spill everything and let everyone know to not mess with you. I can do it ugly but I chose not to because I know how things will turn out. And I'm afraid it will happen again and I'll regret. I can suck it up, I can take it in and believe me, I am trying my best.
At some point in time, I am just tired. I am sick of having people walking all over me. I hate being nice and being taken advantage of. I am not a petty person and I can let it go. But there's a fine line between being kind and being weak. I have high tolerance for shit but I have my thresholds too. Don't forget that.
I am going to say this.
I am tired of this shit. I tried.
