when the clock strikes twelve,
the four-day holiday will be over
and I'll get tuesday blues instead of monday
and I'll be back in school having lessons and facing people
This short break was a timely gift. Honestly didn't do much although I did try to catch up with some work but it's still going really slow so everything's basically piling up already. Started on my SGC as well but it's going nowhere because teachers refuse to reply me; or if they did, there's still lots of editing to do so all I can do now is to wish for it to be finalised by Friday night.
One more day before the June CTs commence (because somehow the GP paper is always before the study break) and I'm honestly unprepared but when am I ever prepared anyway? I'm just hoping for my language to not fail me and for my brain to dig out some examples miraculously so I wouldn't end up fluffing. Really hate that feeling of elaborating something out of nothing because that only proves my inadequacy. So after Wednesday I'm supposed to start my revision already because that's what I put in my obligatory June timetable for the tutors so I've really got to follow it. I get really nervous every now and then but I have no idea why, it's probably stress but I think it's just me being weird. Whatever is wrong with me seriously.
Anyway, just 4 more days to go and school will be out for a month and I can't wait already because what's more exciting than staying home??? I mean it genuinely btw.
