Why are people so selfish? How is it that they can do things and make decisions without considering about others? The thing is that they can't even see the need to think about others. They only care about themselves. Care about what they can get. They only want benefits. They do things because they like it. They feel good. But I'm sick of this. The world isn't nice at all. They only care about what you've got to offer them and they'll conveniently forget about you if you have none because you're worthless. Useless. And then here I am, constantly worrying about how others feel, carefully managing the things I do, but now I see the point. There's no point. I guess I'll be fine on my own. Well, if they can do it, why can't I?
Or maybe I'm selfish too. Because now I care about how I feel. I need to learn to feel like them (or not at all). I'll learn to think like them. It's not easy and it doesn't feel good but this is it. I just have to try. Because I'm so sick and tired trying to be good enough for everyone and there's no way I can make it. The constant change in their wants, I can never satisfy all of them. I can try again though, but who's going to try again for me?
