Saturday, June 29, 2013

241/365

Everyday I'm just dying a little more.
My heart will cease one day

I'll drown in this deep sea of silence
I'll never breathe again
I'll struggle and stop and lie down silently
I'll look up into the sky and stare blankly

I'll feel nothing
Nothingness will envelope me

I'll see nothing
Black darkness and emptiness

I'll cry silently and watch my heart tear
Breaking apart so slowly
Lines of weakness widening
Cracks enlarging
Peeling off layer by layer

I'll call for help but nothing will be heard
Vacuum silence stillness
Nothing
Nobody
Nowhere

But it's alright
I won't be afraid
because my heart would be dead