(pardon my crudeness but really)
(post contains excessive profanities but in the same form that starts with a freaking f which is the first word now look up there and be shocked go)
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why am I so capable in screwing myself up but yet so inadequate in everything else why am I so fucking retarded that I still do what's worst for me when I know the best why do I slow down only when everyone is catching up why do I fucking allow myself to fall why do I not feel insecure why do I have such a fucking pea-sized brain who do I think I am why now why not earlier why is everyone so irritating why do people want to constantly remind you you're fucking shit
why are people so fucking fake why can't they just scram off why is the world so warped why must I lose out now why me what have I become why am I in this world why am I caught up in this pointless rat race what's the fucking point why can't I shed tears of remorse anymore why can't I feel anymore what's the meaning of sad and what is happy what is my purpose in life who am I supposed to be ughhh
why am I so fucked up
why is life so fucked up
why is my life so fucked up
(Sorry for the rant. I'm not sorry. I could have inserted the f word in every line but I didn't. You should thank me.)
