I'm not telling
I won't tell you what's wrong
Everything is a mess
I'm a mess
Life is a screwed up song
Don't ask me why
Don't ask my how
I won't bother anymore
How many times have my answers faded amidst all those other noises that were targeted at me all along
How many times have I opened up just to be disappointed once more
How many times have I given in to something I don't believe at all
How many times have I turned a loser just to satisfy your wants
How many times have I been forgotten and left behind and threw away like junk
I tried I gave I held on tight
I lose grip I fall I laughed I died